Assalamualaikum and Hello There,
Oh my, posting an entry has become an annual occasion
compared to my early days of blogging. My genuine intention when I started
blogging was to pen the chronicles in my life. I’m glad I manage to deliver the
notion years ago as some important photos have lost from my keeping. Thanx to
my diligence (in the past for commemorating memories) I got to retrieve them!
2018, May..
I thought i wanna resume writing by jotting down happy thoughts but shouldn't sad feelings be appreciated too? That's what we learned from Inside Out right?
Exactly what i feel RIGHT NOW |
Well today, out of many days, truly tests my resilience as a
working mother. I usually feel down in the dumps with matters related to my
kids which what today was all about. My little one Zaheera has a pinky eye but
the doctor has dismissed the notion of conjunctivitis. Seeing a kid with a
pinky eye is rather alarming, I know, unfortunately I can’t take any leaves
this week. Work has been rather demanding and I’m known to be completing my
tasks within my 9 working hours. I would have taken leaves if I was in a better
situation but no, I am not….
And here I am, sitting at my desk crunching my laptop being
at the end my tether thinking of my Zaheera.. and I do know we’re supposed and should be feeling grateful
for everything that we have and everything that we are not bestowed upon as
Allah’s plan is better than ours but c’mon laaaa….. it is okay to feel sad and
depressed once in a while okaaaay………
So to those lucky homekeepers, I truly envy you today….. You
may be dealing with endless chores, but believes, at least your heart is safe
and sound at home….
- Mood: Devastated
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