Assalamualaikum & hellooooo February!
Wow…how time flies huh? We have entered the second month of
the year man. My colleagues are having Xmas as they just received their annual
bonus for the efforts poured in 2014. As for me, I’m just feeling happy for them.
Since I have experiences of changing companies, I too have tasted the bitter
smile of looking on other’s premium remuneration. My time will come;
insyaAllah.
How is the year by far? Nothing much, still. I’m still
kicking and rocking my modeling thing though but in a much slower tempo. I’m
just not feeling confident with how I look these days or the fact that my body
is not in its best shape. I haven’t jog for a while neither go to the gym and
this sucks. I wake up 5.15am & I’m freaking tired every day when I arrived
home as my task doesn’t end there; it would either be Uncle Din or me to fetch
Piya from her play school, then I would have to do the laundry, put dinner on
the table, pack Piya’s school bag, hang those clean laundry, fold the previous
laundry & cook meals for the next day. Everything must be done by 9pm as I aim
to sleep early. Phewww….. #life
A good friend of mine from Proton; Lat (she too has started
a new journey with a different company now) gave me a wonderful insight. She told
me that I have prayed to Allah SWT for this chance, for this new beginning and
Allah SWT bestowed us on things that we can handle. I prayed for this to happen
so suck it up & embrace all the hardships. I hate to admit it but she is
100% correct. I may whine once or twice but I’m not regretting any of my
decision. I stand by my decision and I’m still going around it to find the best
way to accommodate this new life. Goodness gracious me… #lifeagain
There was a casting the other day for a local renown
muslimah magazine; Nur. They were scouting for their subsequent front cover
girls and their criteria suits me well. I brought 2 of my new friends from PET
to give it a try as I truly think they fit the picture. I don’t mind if I’m not
selected but I praaaaay my girls would land a chance. You see, I have this odd habit
of observing people & beauty is one of the apparent pulling factor. That is
why I’m trying my best to introduce my new buddies into this modeling field. I have
seen worse but somehow or rather they made it because they have deep passion to
strive for it. We’ll see…
Is life going well as I foresee it to be? I guess so. Well… the veracity remains the same though; I’m very much happy now. InsyaAllah..
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