Salam and hye everyone,
Syukur Alhamdulillah I had a pleasant weekend yesterday.
It's been awhile since my weekends are free from any photo shoots and I just
make the best out of it. I have been declining birthday invitations, weddings,
open houses and other forms of gathering due to work commitment. But last week,
I had all the time in the world and what better way to spend it other than
attending invitations right?
I had 2 invitations that day; one is from an ex-colleague who
held a thanksgiving and the other was visiting a 3 month old baby. My former
colleague is Kak Aini who was one of the nicest person I've ever known. Back in
the old company, I was kinda been mistreated by the seniors most of the time.
One; it was my 1st job hence I was very green and naive.
Two; my senior and her friends were nasty.
My senior has been working there for 2 years so most of the job
loads were entrusted upon her. She was also appointed to guide me and delegate
jobs. The thing is; she was so unhappy by the whole arrangement and began
talking behind my back. She kept complaining to Kak Aini and other staff that
her work is overload, I'm not as occupied as her, etc etc etc. For some reason,
she did not told me this but rather chose to continuously talking bad behind my
back. The worst part is she pretends to be my best friend and put up a smiling
face.
Now one day, a terrible circumstance occurred between her best friend and I where it ended up that
girl was scolded by our superior. Having an axe to grind with is the last thing I ever wanted
with anyone especially when you are still green. I can never forget this
particular event; normally during lunch time we will head down and buy food
from the stalls. I did noticed that my senior was muttering in the phone with
someone and normally she would do that with her best friend. The whole
conversation was done in discreet so that I was not included in the plan. Cut
to the chase; my senior and her stupid best friend collected orders to have
McDonald for lunch and they intentionally did not want to include me in the
loop. They really think I'm that stupid huh? I overheard Kak Aini said
"Ait? Ko tak amek order Dora? Abes tuh Dora makan ape?". Subhanallah,
only Allah knows my feeling at that point of time. Ape ko rasa bila satu
department makan-makan sedap, sengaja tak amek order ko pastu makan depan ko?
Satu department tau. And the mastermind was that stupid best friend.
This thing happened in 2009 and yes it has been 4 years now
since that happened. It is really a chip on my shoulder. As Muslims, we must
learn to forgive because forgiving is saint. Ignoring is matured right? But I'm
just a mere human with a sensitive heart. A leopard can't change his spots you
know? There are so many other things that my senior and her friends did to me.
The only nice and sober human being was Kak Aini. That is why I made an effort
to attend her function despite my tiredness and tight schedule.
If you are nice to me, I'm forever indebted and will always
cherish you. If you treat me like crap, you will be totally be insignificant and I'm
no longer bothered to be your friend. I won't revenge. Revenge is stupid. I
just leave things to Allah. That simple.
Oh my, I've skidded from the focal point of this entry.
Aaaarggh. Clearly I have not let go off a few things huh? Hmm whatever laa.. my past
is what forms me today.
So here she is; the kind and beautiful Kak Aini. I will
never forget the kind things that she has done for me and to meet her again after
4 years we departed ways was truly amazing. We reminisces a lot of our great
moments together and frankly I really miss her. Good people deserve to be
cherished.
And of course gambar yippiyaya... Bukan main susah nak suruh die focus...
The second agenda of the day was visiting one of the mothers
from Cik D; Naa / Mama Zameer. She gave birth to a baby girl exactly 3 months
ago and I haven't got the time to visit her. Since Naa lives on the same lane with Kak Aini, why not hit 2 birds with
a stone ya? Meeting Naa has always been so pleasant. Back during the Cik D
days, it did took me awhile to open up with her. But Alhamdulillah, we are very
close today, many thanks to Cik D for introducing us. We stayed at her place
for almost 2 hours! Wow.... so many things to talk about and playing with her
serene baby is just fun! The baby keep smiling and doesn't mind the
loud-talking-moms.
I attended another thanksgiving / house-warming / birthday
party on Sunday. But since there are no photos (Uncle Din was not in the mood :
he was tired) so it would be kinda boring to jot that down.
Anyhoo, hope you had a blast weekend. Thank you for reading
people.
Ps: How I looked 4 years ago before I consume BBplus Collagen
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This was during my last day with the former company.
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